as much as i try not to be...i am still a people pleaser. i know i was growing up, and i have recognize that and tried to be on the look out for it. but today i had to talk to my boss about me resigning, and i sooooo dreaded it. i dreaded it to the point that it made me nasuaes...i could feel it in the back of my throat and was just praying it stayed there! and the reason i was so nasaueas...i felt like i was letting the people down here at the shelter. i felt like they had wasted their time hiring me and i had let them down. thankfully...my boss helped me to see that was't the case. she was very understanding and encouraging in my future. i really appriciated that!

so as of tomorrow morning, after working 3am-9am at mcdonalds, i will be down to one job! no more early mornings or late nights! that really excites me. extra time to spend with the kids and to go to their activities! that excites me more!